I dunno what I was thinking, Leaving my child behind, Now I suffer the curse and now I am blind With all this anger, guilt and sadness, Coming to haunt me forever, I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river, Is this revenge I am seeking, Or seeking someone to avange me Stuck in my own paradox I wanna set myself free Maybe I should chase and find before they'll try to stop it It won't be long before I'll become a puppet 10/19/23 (Thank God for another day alive)